Sarah

Sarah is a fourteen year old girl and only child that's living with her parents at the edge of the city against the background of an industrial area which lies on the other side of the river.

She is a highly sensitive creative girl but is limited in her development by her parents. They don't give her any space to experiment with all kinds of interests to discover who she is, what she likes and what she wants in life. This makes her very insecure and anxious. Despite the fact that she has a lot of unlocked potential inside of her, she thinks she's good for nothing. She's struggling with a sense of inferiority and a negative self-image. Luckily she can relieve her stress and concealed agression in basketball.


Only when she embraces herself when sh's in Meamundo and transforms in the Inner Smile Warrior, she regains her strength and refinds her full potential.


Everytime she returns from a new adventure she's back under the influence of her darkened parents, friends, teachers, neighbors etc... and she restarts doubting herself and ends up rock-bottom. This cycle repeats itself time and again. She realizes she has to break it

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Because of all the restrictions of her parents she flees inside her head and develops an extraordinary fantasy. This stimulates her out-of-the-box thinking which comes in handy in her fight with General Caeco.

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Specifications:

Birthday

Age

Eyes

Hair

Shoe size

Length

Marks

Freckles

November 16th

14 years old (becomes 17 years old when she transforms in the Inner Smile Warrior)

Brown (Cyan when she transforms in the Inner Smile Warrior)

Brown (Became fuchsia because of the energy of her falcon that has fuchsia colored feathers)

39 - size 7

1.75 m - 5 feet, 8.9 in

Symbol of the Inner Smile Handshake on her left shoulder-blade

Three freckles on her right cheek, just like Meamo.

What Sarah is saying about herself...

My parents see me as a horrible little brat who don't know what to do with me. Talking to me, asking me what makes me happy and accept me for the unique human being I am is asking to much of them. On the other hand they do have time to talk to my guidance councelor who advised them to let me test to find out if they can punt me in some kind of distinctive abnormal mental box. They might nog be able to handle me as a person but certainly the label they put on me. I'm not revealing the results of the tests from the experts because I don't believe in mental boxes. I hate boxes.  Below I will list how I feel and see myself. Maybe you guys understand me. When you read this you'll be able to get to know me a bit better and accept me for the person that I am. Note: This is a snapshot because I'm constantly learning and developing myself.

  • Negative self-image.
  • Feels lonely.
  • Feels misunderstood by everyone.
  • Cannot tolerate injustice. Rebels when experiencing it and goes crazy.
  • Problems with relationships and friendships.
  • Finds authenticity very important.
 Hates pretence, façade.
  • Meta thinking: Reflects a lot about the world, others and herself. Self-concious.
  • Existential depression: Contemplating about the meaning of life.
  • In search for a higher purpose.
  • High need for self-development.
  • Questioning with broad interest in things.
  • Feels a stranger in this world. What am I doing here?
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Super focus.

  • A lot of daydraming.
  • Curious and critical thinking.
  • Easily bored.

  • Hard time falling asleep. Sleeping problems.

  • Wants to do everything on her own.
  • Critical attitude: Not accepting rules, Niet accepteren van regels, standards, traditions…
  • Immense fantasy and creativity.

  • Complex and divergent thinking.

  • Does everything with great intensity.
  • Passionate.
  • Creative: Drawing, painting, handicrafts, writing,...
  • Doen't feel good in large groups.
  • Easily overstimulated by sounds, scents, lights...:
  • Everything comes in more intense, unfiltered and all at once.
  • Needs time to recuperate. Needs to take a lot of small breaks. Need for me-time in her safe space.
  • Having a safe place at home is very important.
  • Extreme eye for details.
  • Stress sensitive.
  • Large sense of responsibility.
  • Value driven.
  • Perfectionist.
  • Very loyal person.
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Los self-image.
  • Feeling guilty a lot.

  • Self-criticism.

  • Unsecure.

  • Wants do please everyone.
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Sensitve for criticism from others.

  • Fear of rejection.

  • Very empathic.

  • Makes associations easily.
  • Feels the energy of other people:
  • Their feeling
  • Their negativity (Presence of Generaal Caeco)
  • Their pain: Feels when someone is sick.
  • Their mental state.
  • Cannot stand façades. Confused and angry when people act diferently from what they truly are. Feels the dishonesty.
  • Large aura. Feels the energy from earth at a higher cosmic level.
  • Astral traveling during sleep: Previous lives, time travel, visions, premonitions...
  • Contact with beings from other dimensions and people from the Source (deceased).
  • Connection with the cosmos: Has a lot of cosmic love inside of her. Doesn't know what to do with it.
  • Sarah is a new age child.
  • Strong connection with animals.
  • Guided by a higher conscious.
  • Acts from her gut feeling.
  • Remote viewing: Can tune in into the energy of other people and places as well in the past, the present as in the future.

    There you have it. These are the tools they gave me to fit into society. Thank God for Meamo who's helping me to find my true identity, passion and place in this world. Hopefully I can find a balance between the 3D-world and the cosmos. I would rather live in Meamundo but unfortunately I still need a physical body that needs to feed, needs clothes and a roof over its head. I'm sure it will all work out find in the end. I guess...


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